I sit at Raffles City for a good whole 2 hours before heading back home.

I think. Think and think. Looking people walked past me. Everyone have their own stories or problems behind them. Either happy or sad. We wouldn't know their stories like they don't know mine.

Why people around there can work so professionally but not me? Why they can get along with people around them while I only can get along with those close to me? Why people have different characters? Why they can't treat people nicely with all their heart?

I am simple? I am naive?

Mei Ling told me why I can told them e.g: the price for karaoke? She told me that's because I love to sing and so I can know the price well. What she means was asking me to look for something that I would like to do. Love the job that you are doing.

But, wait for a moment.

What I love? That's a problem. I still not yet figure it out. How long to figure it out? I don't know.

Maybe tomorrow. Maybe 1 month from now. Or maybe ........... I can't figure it out.

I have grown up..

This job makes me realise a lot of things. Within one month, I feel I've grown up. Friends said I am living like a strawberry. A little bit sunny, cannot. A little bit too cold, cannot.

This job really makes me truly see what kind of people there are in this world. Those snobbish, self-centered really are disgusting.

I've come with a solution. Compensate them. I will take this kind of money to buy an experience. Money can earn back.

So, what have I learn??

1st: Next job can't sign any contract and if got, means that job got a problem.
2nd: Ask for the turn over rate in the company.
3rd: Never be afraid to ask for anything you dunno.
4th: Learn how to be strong.

Friends and family keep giving me advises. I just dunno why I can't accept the fact.

After this ordeal, I know what I want.

On an unrelated news, today, I am super duper unlucky.

Early in the morning, the head lecture me and give me this bloody looks said I didn't go and after the files that I worked with. KNS her. After that, I DID NOT manage to get my salary today which the woman have promised that today will be out but who knows? She went back at around 4.30pm and she totally forget about this. And somemore she said the management won't have the time to handle my case ONLY. CCB her. Being a Malaysian too she also won't help.

After that, when I reach City Hall, the train break down and I am waiting there for 20minutes. Later on, when the train resume back, it was packed like hell and I hardly can move and people keep pushing and pushing. I just stand there and no need to walk and people will push you in.

Tired tired... Eyes can't open anymore liao.

Bye lo..

I am finished...

I am wrong.. Totally wrong.. My new company has more rules dan the previous. And this time is an OLD WOMAN!!!!! KNS!!

Rule number 1 : Every morning have to sing the company's song.
Rule number 2 : When u make ur "big business" in the toilet, u must switch on the fan. Then, spray the air freshener.
Rule number 3 : Have to make ur shoes clean before enter the office.
Rule number 4 : When u going back home, u must tell the head. (like small kids mer??)

I don't like. All I don't like. Then, my off time is 5.45pm but when u leave the office, they said why u leave so early?? Hello!!?? EARLY?? I am just punctual ok?? I hate it. They work until 9-10pm everyday except Wednesday because Wednesday is a day where they call it "De-stress Wednesday". KNS!!

Everyday I am like going to prison. Don't know what time can go back. I totally hate it and I regret it so so much. And the worst is, I got a contract for a year.

I don't like. Reali don't like. I can't get into sleep almost every single night and I wake up around 4am.

I don't mind if I can't finish the work or there are too many works to do. Only if I can go back on time. I only need this.

Next coming Monday, the head is looking for me for a "small talk". I will definitely cry in front of her. Cause I got a feeling. Everytime when I talk to her, I feel wanna cry. I don't have any good colleagues there. The one I am good with is going to leave the "prison" next coming Wednesday.

How am I going to survive there for a year?? God, do u hear me??

STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid company with stupid rules and guidelines. Rules and guidelines are dead while human are flexible. Keep insist me to pay them money like they are not enough to use.

Stupid old man lied to me that he went to discuss with HR manager and said HR manager said have to follow the rules and guidelines BUT when I went to discuss with the HR manager, he said IS my manager don't agree to release me early. STUPID OLD MAN!!!

I will pay it in exchange of my conscience. Money can earn back.

Now, who wanna sponsor me to buy a LongChamp??

Pretty pleaseeeeeeeeee.....

SheMale

They should put "Shemale" instead of "Others".

Settled..

I signed the offer letter last Thursday morning. Sigh... Hope my new job goes smoothly.

The offer letter content said that I need to work for them at least 1 year and if I work less that a year, I need to compensate 3 freaking months salaries. OMFG!! That is around RM10k. And their notice also need 2 months and the interviewer still have the cheek to say it's too long. Sigh..

I am so scared la.. I scare the colleagues also same with my current. And oh... by the way, I will start working this month 25th. Wow.. A bit fast, right??

I scared the new company can't online. So scared I can't contact with my friends. I dreamt twice about the new company. Maybe it's I think too much.

I have yet found a place for me to stay. They told me to stay at Sembawang because there is a public bus which will directly go to the company in the peak time. But then, I also don't know how la..

Let's see how bah.. Walk one step, see one step.. Heheheh!!!

How la...

I get the called from them but it's not the position that I applied for. Shipping Assistant they offered me and the salary given was newbie market price. This is the best so far from my previous interview company. They offer 5 days work weeks. I like!

But their location is located in Woodlands and I don't have any friends or relative are living there. I've checked the rental's price and it is within SGD350- SGD400 for a single room. Sigh.. if imma gonna rent, den almost half my salary are gone. Then still need to calculate the transportation fees (but I hope they provided la..), meals and own expenses leh. Haiya... My head is growing bigger and bigger.

I get a so-called "desired" job but the location are not desirable for me!!!! Want go shopping alone at night have to travel half Singapore. Want to find friends for dinner also need to travel half Singapore. How la you tell me.

Tommorow they need an answer and they want me to go and sign for the offer letter within this week.

And one more thing, my current company needs 2 months notice, YES. 2 MONTHS!! And that company wants me to join them in a month time. Means that, I need to work at my current company for free for a month!!

How la u tell me??

Bla bla...

I just back from Singapore.

Why is it so hard for me to look for a job that I desire?? How come all my friends get the jobs that they desired??

Been receiveing calls for interview as Admin Executive and Purchasing Assistant. The salary that had been given to me was just nicely survive. Not enough. Is it because of the financial crisis?

The interviewer asked me to talk about my strong points. Aiyoh.. Don't know leh... I jus bla-ed that my weak point is stuborn. And my strong point is I don't easily waive by other's decision. I will make decision based on my own judgement with confidence. Good answer??

Few weeks ago, sent out an email wrongly because I copy and paste!! Forgot to amend the date!! But come on la.. it's just a small matter what.. Just resent it and that's it. But Mr.T makes it like it was a big deal!! CC this, CC that. Makes my hands trembled and my heart in my mouth.

Last week, been "shoot" by a mighty, haughty, KNS user. Asked me to solve a problem for her. Then, I asked for about 3 times to confirm the solution, I just sent out the email. Who knows? She reply and directly said,

"Hi Ms Yap, the answer you given was wrong. Please refer to Ms.J.
Hi Ms J, please give support to your member."

OMFG!! I was again so nervous and I know that I should be able to do the right things since I've joined this company for about 8 months!! I can't imagine I have been here for a freaking 8 months!!

Then, the KNS user called Ms J and asked her and Ms J told her the solution that I given was ABSOLUTELY correct and she was wrong to said me like that!!

Hahahahahah!!!!!

Then yesterday, when I was done with my lunch and on my way back to my office from pantry, I checked my phone and I saw a missed call. Called back and asked who looks for me. On the other line, I heard a very familiar voice. Sounds like Mr T. I thouhgt what's the BIG problem that needs him to call my handphone. He asked me, "Ms Yap, are you in the office?? My room's light I didn't switch off. Please switch it off for me." OMG!! It's indeed a very big problem. Wah lao... Bey Tahan lo.... It's not his first time that he didn't switch off his light la.. Then I thought that maybe he went for meeting and will be late coming in but who knows? Right after our lunchtime, he was back.

=.=''

Today is Friday. Tomorrow off. Next Saturday off too. Next next Saturday off too. I am so happy...

La la la la......

I am still..

Today I received a sms saying "嗨，Khai Nee. 可以做朋友吗？我是 Ong." Then I replied, "Cannot.Sorry." At first I thought that "Woah!! I was so cool,man.. I got character la.." But later on, the more I think, the more I scared.. Later what if this guy think that, "This girl so kuai lan, so hao lian.. Tiao Qi Lai Mao wor..."

What if he stalk me, kidnapped me and rape me??

Oh mummy... I am so scare.... :( But I am still attractive.. Heheheheheh!!!!!!!1

Politic

I encountered my lifetime first politic.

Roles :

Ms J
Ms T
Ms C
Mr T

Above are the politicians.

I am a newbie in this industries. Nobody guide me, teach me or handle something for me to do. All I did whole day for the past 6mths was surfing, cheking mails and ...... yes, surfing. Major problems was all thrown to me and I was like .... what the hell was this problem?? *scratch head*

Once I make a mistake, ppl started questioning me what happened, what was the problem. I sent wrong email twice. Yes. TWICE!! And Ms J emailed me and asked me WHY(she was sending in capital letter.)I keep on insisting on transfering the goods from this warehouse location to another warehouse location. And after waited a long while for my reply and I do not know what I should told her!! AND SHE SENT AN EMAIL ASKING THE USER TO IGNORE THE PREVIOUS MAIL and told him the solution herself!!!!! And you all may wonder what's wrong with this but for me, I think she was not respecting me!! The problem why I sent wrong the information was because I asked the solution from Ms C and she thought that I was asking another question(there were 2 questions and there were related.). So I can't blame Ms C because she helped me and she misunderstood it and that was not her fault too!! Mr T start asking me what happened and my heart was pounding so fast that I can feel it was in my mouth. I just simply blurted out on what came to my mind at that time. Then he was like "No,no,no. That was not going this way." This problem was passed to me by Ms T. And she should be the one who shall guided me how to solve it but she just let Mr T asked me. I was so helpless that time. The whole department was damn quiet and everybody can hear it. Altho everybody acted like there was nothing happened, I was damn embarassed. If there was a hole there, I will squeezed myself in.

After I knocked off, I called my bestie. I cried. I find my bf, I cried. I told my mum, I cried. After that, I feel so relax and relieved. I don't know why. Maybe my stress for the past 6mths has been released. Hahahahah!!! I know it's stupid because you all may feel that I shouldn't could have any stress there since I do not have work and only went there for surfing, right??!?!

So now, my options are :

1.) Tender my resignation next week

2.) Tender my resignation on May because my sis said she wanna hire me as her personal maid for the following months because there are new members added to my family!!! Now everybody say "Awwww"!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I can't make my decision now.

On an unrelated news, I fully make use my Saturday time and it's really goes with my planning. Go find my ex-colleague, cut fringe and Saturday night's out with my besties!!

Well, hope my life are also goes well as what I have plan.

Ciao!!

p/s: Having Monday Blue now.. arghhhh!!!!!

Wordless Wednesday

Photos that should be uploaded since ages ago...

Last but not least, I like this picture very much..

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Chinese New Year

It just went by like this. I didn't do anything special except sing k and watched movies twice in a row. And I spended around RM100 in these activities. No pictures. Lesser and lesser of hong bao I am getting now.

ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow I need to start working already.. I don't want.

Very sian leh. :( Everyone start working next week and I need to work tomorrow and some more need to OT. OMG!!! OT??!!??? I DON'T WANT!!!!!!

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I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to Jovyn

Yo, last Saturday was my 12 years friend's birthday.. We went to celebrate for her at well... at... at.. you guessed it! Yes. Went to Mcdonald to celebrate for her!!

Photos time!!!!

Showing "25"

Forcing me to eat the strawberry!! Yikes.. I don't like.

Don't force me. God will punish you..

Xmas Pictures!!

Backdated post:

Yeah... It is a very very backdated photos for now. I know. But, better than never, right???

And I keep my promises!!! Cool down, relax and .... enjoy!!

Till then loh...

Happy "NIU" Year!!!

Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009

Today is the last day of 2008. A lot of things happened this year, including the death of my paternal grandparents. Both within three months, and they were gone. It’s ok la... I don’t have to be sad and mourning twice and encounter it once again. I am not that mean hor. I just don’t like to face this kind of situation again.

In May 2008, I was graduated in Advanced Diploma in Science and moved back to Johor. Then, I went and work part time as a primary school teacher for 1 and a half months. Following that, I am now in my current company working as IT Assistant officer. I have bought myself a new Olympus worth RM399 where its original price is around RM8++. I can get it cheap thanks to my friend who is using the Giant-CitiBank Credit card. Hahah!! Then, I get my mp3 player for free because I apply for the AirAsia-Citibank Credit card. But I still not yet receive it. L I still need another gadget. That is a handphone. I am still using Nokia 8250, ok? I know… it’s time to change.

And a sad news – I lost a good friend. He died in a car accident. RIP, friend. And bless us always safe and sound.

So for the coming year, I am going to look for a new job in Singapore. I want to earn SGD. I wanna change field. I would like to try marketing – event planner. Seems like very interesting. Can meet a lot of new people and talk talk talk. By the way, I like to talk, non-stop. That will make me pass my time easily. But how to change field so easily as I am graduated from IT field? HOW?? And now the economic is so bad and not stable. Singapore is retrenching people and so is Malaysia.

And also I am interesting in public relation and broadcasting course. I would like to take up either one of the course but can I manage it? I’m not the material to study but I have never tried to study before in the course that I’m interesting in. Who knows I can be a top student during that era? I’ve told everyone that working is definitely better than study, but I’m wrong. Study is always better than working but in my own opinion, I felt that from Monday to Thursday, study is better because you don’t have to work from 9am to 5pm. But from Friday to Sunday, working is better because you don’t have to worry about assignments, tests or whatever. You can enjoy the weekends without worries if you are just a minor role in your company like me. Hahahaha!!!!

I want my bank account to be at least RM10k in the month of December 2009. In 2010, I wanna go backpacking in around the world. My gosh! 2009 not yet reach and I am bla-ing what I wanna do in 2010.

Just wanna wish all of you, have a great day and HAPPY 2009!!!!

Wish for 2009, may all the good things and luck come to me. Bad luck, please leaves me alone. And all the people around me, including my Bobby, all safe and sound. Nothing is going to happen to all of you. I love you all!!

p/s: sorry for keep procrastinating to post the photos up. Will be upload it in the next post.

Time to update my neglected blog.. Bloggie oh bloggie, I still love you.

I just realize this year that I am quite fussy when comes to eating time. 10 out of 9 dishes is that I don’t’ eat. I rather go buy the food myself than asking others to pack for me.

I don’t like my rice adding those sauces of the veggie or anything. I just want it plain. If the veggies cook too old and the looks is quite disgusting, sorry mama, I am not going to eat. The rice can’t be too much. Otherwise I will lose all my appetite. For Mcd, I will not let others to help me pack also except that I wanna eat Chicken McNuggets cause it does not have anything that I don’t wanna eat. And if I order Spicy Chicken McDeluxe, I want the burger free from mayonnaise. Only veggie and the chicken meat are allow... my burgers are free from tomatoes, onion, and cheese. If I order fried rice, and my fried rice contains anything that I don’t like, I will make sure I pick it out one be one without fail. Trust me. I can do it. After finished picking it out, I eat it in a satisfied way. Dunno y.. Hahaha!! And I drink only Sprite and it must be free from ice too… If I eat Wantan mee, you can see that my Wantan mee is plain. No char sao, no veggie. Chicken rice I only want drumstick, and the part above the drumstick (hahaa.. dunno wat it’s call). Other than that, sorry. I rather starve myself. I can eat spaghetti, but not much. Half of the plate it’s ok but more than that, I am going to puke soon. For pizza, I only eat Pepperoni. Hehhe!! But last few months, I’ve learned to eat Island Supreme and Hawaiian Chicken. Thanks to OT.

I wanna list it all out so that next time when ask me to go for dinner, maybe u all can arrange what food I can eat.. hehehehe!!!

1. brinjal
2. cucumber
3. lady fingers
4. onion (but fried onion I can eat it just like that without anything)
5. mayonnaise
6. cheese
7. creamy thing
8. tomatoes
9. Corn (those corns in cup or corn-on-the-cob is ok.)
10. cooked fruits
11. mushroom (those black in color with a “cap”.)
12. parsley
13. capsicum **updated

14. no more for the moment..


Basically Mcd I jus eat McdNuggets, French Fries, and Spicy Chicken McdDeluxe.

Is there anyone out there fussy than me? I always thought that I eat everything that is serve to me until friends, colleagues, boyfriend, and family told me that I am a fussy girl.

Then, ok lo… I am indeed a fussy girl.

p/s: photos of xmas will be up next. Stay tune.

It's been a while since I updated my blog huh....

Have been procrastinate.. Hehehe!!!

Nth much to tell...Everyday is a routine....

From 8.20am, day dreaming till 6pm.. How to pass my time!!??!?!

Did you hear me, GOD??

It was so sudden

Nobody expected the day to came so early.

12th October 2008 11.50am

My Big Aunt called and asked my mum to fetched her go out. Since our family's friend was at my house, we did not direct go and fetched my BA. And while she was waiting for us, she went to my Popo's room and checked on her why the whole morning she didn't saw her. She saw that Popo was lying on the bed and she seems to have her sleep but somehow she doesn't looks like sleeping since her pillow was not put on her head and one of her stocking was dropping out. BA sensed that something was wrong.

12th October 2008 12.15pm

BA called my mum to went down immediately. I went down too. I saw Popo was having difficultly in her breathing. And her saliva was coming out each time she breathed out. We called her and even pinch her. To make her wake up. Nothing can do to wake her up. My mum dialed 999. We shout by her ear. She seems to have some conscious. Just some groan sound.

12th October 2008 12.35pm

Ambulance arrive. We asked what happened to her. The nurse replied that maybe her sugar level was too low. They carried her into the ambulance. She was peeing in her pants since she did not wake up for the whole day.

12th October 2008 1.20pm

She woke up. She looks so energtic. I thought she can discharged the next day but the doctor said still need to stay for checkup.

12th October 2008 6.30pm

Visit her again.

13th October 2008 7pm

We went to visit Popo. She was lying there and patting her big fat stomach. Saying there was a lot of gas inside. Feed her ate her dinner and chat with her.

13th October 2008 7.50pm

We were going and told her we will be visitting her next day. I thought she will be discharged the next day.

14th October 2008 7.30am

Received a called from my 2nd Aunt. Saying that hospital called and asked us to go. My mum drop me at the waiting place for my company's bus and went straight to the hospital.

14th October 2008 8.03am

Received 2 missed call from my mum. Called back to her and ask her what happened. She told me Popo can't make it any longer. I was total in shock. She said maybe she was having heart attack and having difficulty in breathing. She said I doens't need to apply leave. I thought it was not so serious.

14th October 2008 8.15am

Called my sis and told her Popo was having difficulty in breathing. My sis was also in a shock.

14th October 2008 8.30am

Discussed with my sis whether wanna apply for leave on that day.

14th October 2008 8.45am

My sis said she don't know. Up to me.

14th October 2008 9.15am

My sis called and told me Popo pass away. Tears came out and I forced it to stop cause I was in the office. Went to the toilet and called Ah Fai to come and fetched me home.

14th October 2008 10.30am

Reached home. Coffin car arrived.

Everything went back to the same as Gong Gong. Gong gong pass away was due to cancer. And because he was old and weak. But Popo was in a different case. She still can lived up to another 10 years I think. She was just getting weaker and weaker. And she was taking her medicine for her heart attack for the past 10 years. Her death reason was this : Acute Coranary Syndrome.

I was just starting to treat her more nicer and visit her often and this news came to me. This news was really a totally shock for the whole family.

Gong Gong and Popo will be always remember in deep of my heart.

May both of you bless us all.

Monday Blue

Tomorrow is Monday...I've got pre Monday blues...Hate it so much..

I finally understand why those people said, "Study is better than working."

OK. Maybe this quote to me is right from Monday to Thursday but not on Friday to Sunday afternoon. Hahahah!! This is because if I am still studying, even if it reach Friday, I still need to rush the assignment, study for those stupid mid-term test or whatever, BUT when it comes to working, and it's Friday, I doesn't have any problems for this, right? I can relax, play with all my heart out without thinking any of these problems. Isn't great??? I love it!!!!

Sigh.. Tomorow is Monday. My gray hair is growing out again.

By the way, forgot to tell that I have permed my hair for almost a month. Hahaha!! No pictures for that?? Hehe!!

Wonder whether tonight I will having bad dreams again because tomorrow is Monday..I am so drag to go to work...

Siannn...

I am back

I have started to work. Not a teacher. But in an office. From 8.20am to 6pm. Bored.Alternate saturday. Need to OT once a month.

I don't like. I want a job from 9am to 5pm. Sharp sharp off. No need OT. And even OT also need to switch on the air-cond!!! My current company did not switch on the air-cond for us even we have to OT for them. WTF!!! They said wanna cut cost. Cut their head la! Even take their company bus also need to scan our pass card. Saying that if take the bus less than 4times, get a warning. I forgot is within 1 week or 1 month. Stupid and hateful thing!

Good bye Gong Gong

My Ah Gong passed away peacefully last week.

I did not manage to talk to him. By the time I saw him, he was lying on his bed peacefully. But he was not looking and talking to me anymore. His hand was so warmth. But after a while, his hand become cold.

It was so sudden. On 9/8/2008, 7.30pm, I was treating Ee Wei, Pinky them dinner. And after that, we went to Pinky's bf house and play. And I was planning to go and meet Carmen. But who knows, a call from my mum and I reach my grandma's house withing one minutes. It was 11.10pm. He passed away at 10.45pm. All my cousins and aunts and uncles was rushing back.

But, it was a good thing too that he went away because he was suffering. Read this. His abdomen was starting to pain and he need to wear diapers everyday. He was a stubborn old man and he refused to let anyone to help him because he thinks he is still strong enough to do things himself.

Before he passed away, his voice starting to change and it was not like him talking. And he was seeing things too. He told my mum and aunt he saw a lady in white in the house and my aunt told him that it was her, he said it wasn't because he was very sure that if it was my aunt, he can recognize her. And on the night before he passes away, he saw a lady in red standing outside his room's window. He went out and have a look but he saw nothing. He told my dad and my dad told him it was one of my cousin. He also told my mum that he wonder whether he can passed through that night or not. He was so energetic that time and none of us thought he will go away from us that night. Not so soon, a praying mantis was coming to the house and standing on the gate. Is it a coincidence?

On Tuesday, after we sent him his last path, we have to pray for him to come back. But after a few times trying to get him back, it seems that he was not willingly to come back because the monk throw a "thing", I don't know what is that thing called. So the monk asked all his sons, daughters, grandsons, granddaughter, son-in-law, and grandson-in-law whether we have all kneeled down. Only my brother-in-law and my aunt's husband did not kneel down because they were carrying things and cleaning up the place. And the monk asked them to kneel down and he throw the "thing" again and this time, you guessed it. My Ah Gong he was coming back. Another coincidence?

OK. Photos now.

Wei wei and me

Fion, Coco and Winson

Cool looks

Say 'cheese'

Ming ming and Rou Rou

The Yaps

May Ah Gong in the heaven bless us all!!!

Ye Lao Shi

Hohoho!!!

"Good Afternoon, Ms Yap ............. Thank You Ms Yap", "Ye Lao Shi Wu An ............. Xie Xie Ye Lao Shi".

Well, this is what I had heard for the past 2 weeks. I am a primary school teacher now. Can't imagine? It's time for you to use it la...

I am teaching standard 1, standard 3 and standard 4 students Math in Chinese and English and Malay. Everyday I get a new story and it is rather amusing. The standard 1 kids are way so so so cuteeeee... Before I leave, I am gonna take their pictures.

On my first day, "Lao Shi, ni hen mei leh!" or "Lao Shi, wo hen xi huan ni leh."

Xie xie ni men.

Those kids I am sure they got a lot of potential in their future.

Bleak

No mood to post the pictures la...

Everything also say..

Hi..

Wanna see some photos??

Birthday pictures or 1 day in Singapore Science Centre pictures?Hehehe!!!!

After photoshop first la...

Happy

Birthday To ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am freaking 24 year old today!!

OMG!!! 24 liao.. Its too old for me!!

I can't believe but it's true. Half of my friends was either a daddy or mummy or inside their bank account have a freaking 5 digits while...well.... I just finish my studies!! Hooray!!

Come on... I have just left 6 years to reach 30. Before I reach 30, I am going to do a lot of things but come and think back of it, I don't have enough time to do so.

I wanna get a Working Holiday Makers to UK. This visa only allows those who is not more than 30 years old and you only can get it once in your lifetime. And to get this visa, your bank account must have at least a RM20,000. How am I suppose to earn so much in 6 years time?

So, don't say I am stingy for not treating anyone of you yam cha hur... I got dream to fulfill..

I have a dream, a fantasy. To help me through reality. And my destination
makes it worth the while. Pushing through the darkness. Still another mile.

p/s: Photos will be uploaded as soon as I get the photos from the
others.

I

SPRAINED my leg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boohooo~~~~

So suay....tomorrow got to go to KL for interview. So, I am sure they will recruit me since I am walking like a cripple and they can see my sincerely.

Muahahahaha!!!!!

For Ninjas only

Gathering will be held on 14/6/2008 at 6.00pm.

Location: 413, Jalan Kempas 3, Bandar Putra, 81000 Kulai, Johor





Attend List:

Chew How

Siew Yen

Mei Ling

Lern Zhong

Ah Kap

Shwu Fen

Fen Ni

Tee Wee

Khai Nee

Ah Fai

Chyun Chang

Senpai

Aik Chung
Ah Hong

Ah Chau
Hong Sean

Siau Hwee

Xiao Pang

Foods for the night (need to pay):

chicken wings

meatballs (assorted)

crabstick

hotdog

Ribena

watermelon

corn(Jagung)

sweet potato

Things need to buy:

honey/butter/bbq sauce

lemon grass
rubbish bag

charcoal

fire source

Things that is provided:

bbq stove

bbq stick

*Self Provide:

cup

plate

fork/spoon

p/s: this is to protect the environment. cheers!!

Entertainment for the night:

Mahjong

Poker Card

Uno

Stacko

Please conform with me who are/aren't coming in the comments or sms me.

For those who wanna bring their bf/gf along, please inform earlier.

Thank you!!

p/p/s: For those who have conform but did not turn up on that day has to pay too unless inform at least 2 days earlier.

I am back

I am back to Kulai and this time, I moved back all my stuff all the way from KL to Kulai.

I am not going back to KL anymore and this is quite a happy news for me. Before I back, went to Genting with mom and dad and Ah Fai. Lose RM50 to bird cage. Damn it.

And few days ago went to Singapore for an interview. Before I went for the interview, I straight away went and find the company's location after I reached Singapore so that it will be easy for me for the next day interview. The location was at Neil Road. I spend around 1 hour to find. So hot man and I was carrying a heavy bag. From the starting of the Neil Road to the end of the Neil Road and I just can't find it. I decided to ask people. I saw a man wanting to cross a road and I stopped him from crossing. Hehe!! Then I asked him where was it and he told me its somewhere here. I said I find before and I don't manage to find it so he suggested to go to the other side of the road and find. OK. Then, after walking to the end of the road, still can't find. Damn it. Then, I walk back to the place where I ask the man. I suddenly saw the company. Its just in front of my eyes and I just can't see it.

So, the next day, off I went for the interview. After alighting from the mrt station, the exit was not the place where yesterday I went. I was like, "Oh my god!! Where am !?" It was 9.20am and my interview was at 10am. Ok. Still got time. Find again. Ask people. And they also don't know. With the genius brain I have, I still can manage to find the place in less than 10mins. Muahahaha!!!

So, the girl who interviewed me told me that they had tried to send me email but the hotmail was having problem and they can't send out. Hotmail problem for 1 week?? Hm hm..... Ok. So problem... Never mind. And the coincidence was that she was an ex student from TARC and from the branch of Johor.

Maybe I will get this job. Who knows? Really hope can get this job. Bless me.

I don't want this to happen

Bad news.

My Ah Gong was diagnosed with Colorectal Cancer. Also known as 大肠癌. My mum they found out last two weeks. But my Ah Gong he himself still don't know yet. They just told him his intestine is having inflammation.

But this morning, my sis called me. She told me Ah Gong is going to have his surgery next week. The doctor dare not to say how many percent is the success rate. This is because the place where they wanna surgery is near by the blood vessel (something like this). The doctor advised us to tell him in case he did not manage to wake up after this and maybe he got anything need to tell us or what. I think you all get the meaning.

I am scared. I don't like this. Why must this happened to good people where bad people led a good life and a healthy body? I don't want. I want my Ah Gong's health back. He is old and he does not deserve this. He just want to pass his days peacefully but why such thing happened to him now?

Dear Bu Sha, dear Tee Gong, dear Lak Tut Gong, dear God, dear Allah and dear to all the god, please... please... please....

Bless my Ah Gong. Bless him pass his days with just peaceful life.

I love you, Ah Gong, although I do not show out.

I was on the......

Heyyy!!!!

I was on 8TV Malaysia's news yesterday!!

Click here to watch me on tv!!

p/s: You must paid full attention in order to see me!! Hehehehe!!!!!

Hectic 3 days

** Updated - I have lost 2.5 kg in 3 days.

This week is the week that I really meet a lot of strangers and talk the most to strangers. "Camera sir/mdm.. Come and have a look. Looking for camera sir/mdm?"

Dammit.

I am sooooo tulan of the employer lor. Stingy and fucking unbearable. Did you know what he and she(his relative) expect us to do while his children are sitting inside eating KFC with their fingers licking good? We are standing from 11am to 9pm for the 3 whole days without going to toilet and eating. (ok. if wanna go can go but you know lah..PC Fair so many people, difficult to go out and come back again. Who wants?) I hate it. And he keeps asking us to pull the customer inside the booth saying that 10 customers come in, 5 is going to buy for sure. I tell u pui lah, this is scaring the customer only lor. But sometimes when I ask the customer to go inside, they refuse and ask me to go and ask for my boss, my boss ask me to ask them come inside I said they don't want. Then when later my boss himself go and ask them come inside they went. And the horrible boss said, "They don't want come inside mer? HUR??????" CB lah. Face 180°change when the customer said they wanna think about it first. Who no need to think oh? Think is RM60 mer?

I am sure he is not a consumer before.

There were a few customers told me that they feel sorry for me to have this kind of employer. And some of them even said they didn't like the boss and refuse to talk to him in front of my boss face. Wahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!

This 3 whole days, I feel so so so guilty to promote their stuff. Asking me which kind of model is nice. I can tell you, none of it. All are cheapo. I really feel guilty leh.. To compensate them, I give them a lot of freebies. Hahhahaa!!! Free memory cards, night scope binoculas and others.

I am really sorry loh aunties and uncles. Minta maaf lah..

And one more thing and when I told you, you also will feel like what lah. There is an uncle who buys a handphone watch. (Yes. A handphone watch that can take picture at 1.3MP, mp3/4, makes call, sms, GPRS and bluetooth.) When he told my boss's relative that he is an what what what Johore handphone association, she is scared. Why I know she is scared? Because when the uncle purchase the stuff, she didn't give him a proper bag that they are suppose to give. She just simply give him a plastic bag. I thought that the bag is finish but when I asked her, she said she scare in case he go and check for their product. HELLO!!!!! If your products does not have any problem, then why are you so scared hur?? HUR??????????

Next time when you go for PC fair, and you saw a camera looks like Nokia N92, don't buy it.

This PC fair I only earn RM323 and they give me extra RM25 said thanks for my help. I pui lah. My transport fees no need ar? My lunch and dinner no need ar? Actually we need 2 meals a days for 3 days and I only eat them 2 meals ler. Suppose to have 6 meals.

Remember, DON'T BUY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Else you really will regret it.

REMEMBER!!!!! A digital camera and a camcorder. 2 in 1. Boss is tall and slim and you will find him veryyyyyyy irritating when he opens his mouth.

Not going to do for his KL PC fair.

And one more time, REMEMBER don't buy his cheapo things.

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